If anything has been lost from our culture, it is the idea that human beings are privately, personally, individually, ultimately, inexorably accountable to God for their lives. --RC Sproul
When I was growing up, I had poor self esteem. That, I think, is a good thing.
Let me explain.
I was a reasonably confident person. I could read and follow directions. I could learn new skills, like public speaking. I enjoyed sports and outdoor activities, but I liked studying and learning even more. I could get along in almost any social situation.
My father was a strict disciplinarian. His rough approach to raising me was like sandpaper, smoothing out the jagged edges that might get me caught later in life. I remember one particular day, my parents were out running errands and had left me by myself. I was at a friend's house, worrying about some infraction that I had committed that my dad didn't know about yet. I forget what it was that I had done. Maybe I wrecked my bike when Dad had warned me to take care of it. Anyway, I was consumed with my sin. I remember pacing back and forth on the friend's front porch, repeating the phrase, "My dad's gonna kill me."
When the moment of truth arrived, and my parents got home, I confessed to my father what I had done. His reaction surprised me. Instead of biting my head off, he said, "Hmm. Well, don't do it again."
I was so relieved at the grace shown to me at that time. I knew that I deserved punishment, because I was warned not to do the thing I had just done. I expected discipline, because I had experienced discipline for prior transgressions of this same kind before. However, when I was granted this reprieve, I was sure that I knew how a convicted criminal felt when he was granted clemency.
Today we hear a lot of preachers who emphasize a hyper-grace in the life and love of Jesus. Even secular, un-churched people seem to know that Jesus ate with prostitutes and sinners. They conclude that He would accept LGBTQ people today, because "God is love." They have really high self-esteem, but what appears to me to be low self confidence, in that they try to justify their sins by somehow thinking that Jesus would approve of their actions. What they forget about Jesus's ministry is that when He finished His encounter with tax collectors and prostitutes, those people were changed; they no longer cheated, they repented of their transgressions. They took to heart His words to them, "Go, and sin no more."
I think about this when I read the last part of the introduction to the Gospel of John. Over the last two blog posts we have seen how John introduced Jesus as the very Word of God, and what that means. We have also been introduced to John the Baptist, and got a glimpse of his calling and ministry. Today we will bring those two figures together as we read John 1:14-18.
And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen His glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John bore witness about Him, and cried out, "This was He of whom I said, 'He who comes after me ranks before me, because He was before me.'") For from His fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father's side, He has made Him known.
John explains rather succinctly that a holy God, whom he calls the Word, descended (or condescended) to become like us and live with us. He left His world (heaven) to live with us in our world (earth). In his Study Guide for John 1, David Guzik writes:
The Greeks generally thought of God too low. To them John wrote: the Word became flesh. To ancient people, gods such as Zeus and Hermes were simply super-men; they were not equal to the order and reason of the Logos. John told the Greek thinkers, “The Logos you know made and ordered the universe actually became flesh.” The Jews generally thought of God too high. To them John wrote: the Word became flesh and dwelt among us. Ancient Jews had a hard time accepting that the great God revealed in the Old Testament could take on human form. John told the Jewish thinkers, “The Word of God became flesh.” God has come close to you in Jesus Christ. You don’t have to struggle to find Him; He came to you. Some think they go from place to place to try and find God, and continue their search. More commonly they stay at a place until God draws close to them — then they quickly move on.Jesus was God in the flesh. He came to us, because we could not, in our own strength or by our own will, get to Him. Galatians 4:4 says, "But when the fullness of time had come, God sent for His Son, born of woman, born under the law." Philippians 2:7,8 says, "But emptied Himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross."
God gives us His grace. He gave us life and truth. The truth is that we cannot possibly earn His favor, because of our sinful nature. He gives us more grace, in that He became a man and lived a sinless life among us, so that He Himself could become the sacrifice that we need order that we might be reconciled with God. One commentator puts it this way: "In His Person all that Grace and Truth which had been floating so long in shadowy forms, and darting into the souls of the poor and needy its broken beams, took everlasting possession of human flesh and filled it full. By this Incarnation of Grace and Truth, the teaching of thousands of years was at once transcended and beggared, and the family of God sprang into Manhood."
God has revealed Himself in the flesh in Jesus Christ. In Him we have confidence, not in ourselves. We need His grace. At the beginning I said that having low self-esteem was perhaps a good thing. Romans 12:3 says, "For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgment, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned.
The world tells us that we need high self esteem in order to survive. This worldview cheapens grace, in that it says if I am lovable, adorable, and capable, then I can do all things through myself. God's truth says we can do nothing of ourselves, and whenever we have tried, we have made a mess of it. When we realize the truth of God, then we can appreciate God's grace, which was compounded with the incarnation of Christ Jesus.
He was prophesied in Isaiah 7:14, "Behold, a virgin will conceive and bear a Son, and shall call His name Immanuel (which means, 'God with us.')" John tells us that Jesus was the Word made flesh, who dwelt among us to bring God to us and to bring us to God. That, my friend, is grace compounded: grace upon grace upon grace.